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Thursday, October 02, 2008

(Just Three) things about me (love or hate, escape "MC/HM" here)

So that this doesnt sound like a teenage love drama, im going to talk politics. (How boring).

1. Biden Vs. Palin- Both defend their running mate. And both have conflicting accounts of one story. Bottom Line: Why dont they just go start their own party? And agree on something? {oh. and Palin has a great dialect from alaska. we should all talk like her.}

2. Man Vs. Woman- No, (heaven help me. save me from the woman's organizations that wont agree) I dont think men should be piad the same as women. Men should be the bread winner... old fashioned but awesome. Now, that doesnt mean that guys make better postal workers or anything like that, no. It depends on the job.

3. Roe Vs. Wade- Errr, Im not sure the Govt should have gotten so involved in this one. Its a nice system, but maybe should "de-regualate" this one. Im more for the woman choosing... life for the baby. So Im hoping. This could be restated as Anti Planned Parenthood... or just what it was based on.


Wednesday, February 20, 2008

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LOL no joke, i typed that and i didnt even know it said howie, like the host on deal or no deal. heheh. its funny


Monday, April 09, 2007

i never wanted you to know...

 i loved the way

you looked at me

the mischevious grin

when you were up to things

how you so lovingly

cared for me

how was i to know

at just 15

God would send me one

who was everything

i sit here in pieces

trying not to dream

of all we were

Lord, you were everything....

but now you cant be

And thats what tears at me.

the one thing

i never wanted you to see

why, God

did you let him love me?


Saturday, March 31, 2007

wow my thursday sucked

man it really did... i'm doing better now, no real reason... i got my permit and this time i don't feel like all it is is more work and stuff along those lines. life seems to be working out for now. kinda makes ya wonder where the bad times went, the ones that like five days ago were so prevalent.... i dunno, but bring em on, huh? sounds like fun...

all i can really say about it is....

I never took a nail

they never drove it through my hand

so how on earth can I say

I've got it so bad??


Thursday, March 29, 2007

left leg, brain dead....

This whole thing is so.... undescribable. today was really cool, holding the baby, playing with the girls.... yet it leaves a longing.... not just for one of my own.... or for good health...

 

everything about these last few days has gone wrong... so very wrong.... vics i really do need you.... anyone.....

The only thing is none of you will be enough. at least not the one i want. Paul i need you to be ok... i love you so much. i deserve nothing, and even when i was with you had my second chance if you will. i dont deserve love...

Its funny how every important (< relative/close friend) person in my life let me down whether they know it or not.... and ive let them down myself..... this is all crazy.... if i felt better i might even say ironic.... im too sick to go on with this.... God help me.... another night like last in my condition and there wont be a me i dont think....



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